what a piece of news
so everything seemed bright and rosy… work, relationship, everything was going great! tat was till i visited the hospital yesterday.
well, in short, the doc kinda felt a lump in my pelvic area, and its not small. sooo.. i was advised to go for an ultrasound scan. several calls later, i managed to get an appt earliest this fri morning. y r gynaes always full booked?! my own gynae was booked till mid-jan!!
anyway, broke the news to sk, and she scolded me on why i didn’t seem much bothered by the piece of news. i could even ask her where she wanna go for dinner right after telling her the news. parents didn’t react much last nite either, but they eventually had some reaction today. dad kept asking me questions. i think they were afraid of frightening me n refused to bring up the C-word. dad said he guarantees its just nothing. well, he also said “aren’t u worried?!” mum too mentioned i can still be planning for wkend chalet stay at such circumstances.
well, let’s face it, how do u want me to react after knowing such news? stay at home, don’t go to work n cry my eyes out?!? does it help? it’ll make me feel even lousier, no? so shouldn’t i just behave normally, do things that i wanna do, keep myself busy and not think so much abt it? i just gotta wait till fri to go for the scan. n if there really is a growth, lets see what the doc will advise to be the next step to resolve it.
this is life! i never expected mine to be smooth sailing, and so I’ve proved myself time and again that it isnt. so what we gotta do is to overcome the obstacles.
