15 months
…. so we’ve been together for slightly over a year. its a contradicting feeling. on one hand, it feels like time went by just like that *snap*, and on the other hand, it feels like we’ve been together for a really long time.
i agree with u that seeing ching n tss reminds us of how we used to be, maintaining a long-distance relationship. its a bittersweet feeling. now u’re finally back! sure, there are times when we’re unhappy about certain things. but at least i know it can be worked on and it does not waver our commitment towards this r/s.
i was asked the other day… what if one day u n i were to break up? didn’t i have any concerns when i decided to be with u? do i see this r/s to be long term. hahaha. to have your friends thinking of all these, how can it never occurred to me before? i think every r/s is a risk. how will we ever know if the r/s will work out even before getting into it? but yes, i do agree that being with u can be of a higher risk. but i guess i am a high risk taker, i go more with my heart than my head. and if i don’t intend this to be a long-term r/s, why would i even decide to be in it in the first place? i’m not actually getting any younger. n if one day, things really don’t work out? u and i both know that for u, when it ends, it ends. to have to come to the stage where we bring up that topic will mean the issues we have cannot be resolved, and we can’t live with it. thus, we can’t move on any further.
hmmmm… why am i writing all these emo and negative stuff?!?!! anyway, thing is, all is still good. we haven’t had a big fight for a long time *fingers crossed* i still get jealous (seems that i always am when with u). but under the circumstances, i think it was perfectly normal. hahahaha. i still love u deeply. i still enjoy taking care of u. i still make my plans to involve a future with u :)
alright then. at least 345 more months to go. LOL
